One year ago today, we saw her face for the very first time.
We knew. This little girl would change our lives forever.
At the time, we still didn’t know where the path would lead. I wrote these words two days later, as we pleaded and prayed and begged God for discernment and clarity…
We prayed and begged and pleaded for her. For her safety. For her well-being. For her heart. We continue to do so. I keep praying for the gates of Heaven to send forth angels of protection to surround her in the days and months to come.
We were uneasy and anxious with the situation. We felt led to her but we also felt God asking us to wait. I begged Him to clearly, undeniably show us what He wanted from us. We feared misinterpreting His call and His will.”
She was our daughter at that very first glance. We knew. Yet, the enemy jumped at the chance to raise fear and doubt and suspension. He knew that we were about to walk into unchartered waters and we were ripe to be taken out by fear.
The days that followed were a blur of tears and prayers. Then, peace. Undeniable confirmation. Security. Promises.
The whole story of us being led to our daughter is truly incredible. God was in every single detail. His promises are true and He can be trusted.
As I sit here today, one year later, I can say that He is good. Even if this road has been longer and harder than we ever imagined it could be. Even if we are bruised and battered and weary from the fight. He is good.
He gave me a sweet gift this morning… time with our daughter {technology is incredible!!}… and new photos to treasure and new details to memorize. New photos that show how far she has come.
The big, brown eyes we saw one year ago that were full of sorrow and despair are now bright and full of joy and laughter. She is well loved, well cared for and safe. We are immensely grateful.
God has once again reminded me that He is at work. I can rest in His promises. Although this path is long and hard, He is drawing me near and the story He is writing for our daughter is going to continue to be truly magnificent.
I happened upon these words from a post I wrote last November…